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Things change every once in awhile. And when it happens, they come suddenly. Bad things come the most sudden of all. Yeah, so they say to smile and face it. But what's next after smiling at it? Funny how those movies show how one just smiles when he's in a serious condition but they don't show what every night of that person is like, or maybe what's in his mind all the time. We only see what happens in the end or how it seems like outside. But again, if they could tell what to do, this wouldn't be a nightmare anymore.
I promised to never get you mad again. But then again, I failed. And you were the one who apologized, instead of me. For something you are uncontrollable of? What a bummer. If only you really mean and are what you say you want to or should be, none of these days would be as painful as it is. But what's this pain you say always? Could it be scientifically related or is it a pain that comes from within the heart. If only we could see what the problem is, someday. But no, the longer we take the more it eats us up.
Say i wouldn't tell, but i just thought it didn't really matter as everything seems fine. And i meant it. We just need the right kind of push. That's all.
And I really wanna tell you about it. Just couldn't find the right moment, as how i always say it to be. But when will i ever do it?
I know I shouldn't keep it inside, as I don't always do too. And I know it shouldn't be thought much of. But, sometimes, somehow, the things around you just makes you think about it. It's like they come in clumps while doing something normal, but somehow on this kinda night, it just affects you to think. A beautiful song it is and that darn whore on youtube along with that racist blob. Your happy news which i do the same at times like this and your apologies. It just paints a perfect background for u, for you to think. Bummer...

~Enjoy~
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Even if the skies get rough... I won't give up

It seems, something close to you is sometimes, real far away from you.
Never knew what it was, until if fate brought you together.
But it's still up to you on what you're going to do about it.
Maybe we were supposed to know about it this way,
but what matters is not how it was told to you,
it's how you do it as to how you think of it.
But what is the right way?
Or does it even matter?
Maybe things were meant to be.
But you had to know.
And you do know that you're the right one to be told of.
Oh well... =) For now, I wish you all the best with it. There's nothing to be afraid of. It happens only to mean that you are about to learn something from it. And it'll mean a lot to you by the end. Just don't give up, as giving up shouldn't even be on your mind. If you had to give up on something, it's got to be on those people who you're trying to advice about certain things in life. Never on yourself. GOOD LUCK! ;)

To you, who is out there fighting, quietly.



~Enjoy~
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*salute Linpossible

Trending is a trend now. Many people talk this way now. Exam is nearby. Projects are needed by the end of the week. Take it easy. Let it come, man!

*I won't give up*

Enjoy
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Thousand years

Boyeah! School starts in a few hours time. Can't wait to see all the humans tomorrow! Best.

New year got new resolutions, but for every year, the first resolution shall always be to make a resolution. And as the tradition goes, resolutions are never meant to be accomplished. And so, first resolution, FAILED...

Anyway, imma enjoy my last year in S9 along with the rest of the the people in the form no matter what. Hope everyone will be ready to buck each other up. As i can taste the sweetness after the bitterness... Yes 0.0

Cheers people!

~Enjoy~
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Foul...

I am never to be seen in KTM again. NEVER!

Those foul smell and lack of oxygen is never to be experienced again by any earthlings of this century. Serdang is never to be entered again. Serdang friends, I thank you very much for the hospitality, but I'm really sorry, ngai jin he beh tahan liao.

Turn to the left, I see a father having a hard time to calm his child down from the constant pushing and tugging coming from the other passengers that just bulls in the train whenever it stops. He sure looks like one who takes no for vulgar words when he's with his kid. So, you can imagine him lifting his kid up to sit him on a higher area, then turns around to find anyone looking at him, so that he could lip him the F word.

As the train continued trotting along, a foreigner standing in front of us starts to slip his hand into his pocket. That's when I start to move backwards. Oh come on, it's okay to be paranoid at times... After all, it's my first time taking the KTM. And it shall be my last. Anyway, so yeah, he dug out his handkerchief instead and wiped the sweat of his face. And that's when I realize I'm also dripping from everywhere even from the under. Man... I swear that it was at least 30 degrees in there. I tried to face up and breathe in more air, but it seemed like it feels just the same as looking straight. Damn am I short. Gah... 

Anyway, well, I left Loo Loo's place at 1pm. I had to go to Subang Parade. So, the plan was to take KTM straight to that place. But instead, I stopped at Mid Valley's station, along with Yi Zen, Ming Yong, Tat Ho, Phang Hoong and one more of their friend. Took a bus to Subang Parade instead. Oh, and the story always goes that, in public transports, there will always be foul odors coming out from those pits... I thought I was lucky enough to not have come experienced in on the train. BUT!After half an hour of waiting at the bus stop for either 67 or a 13. Finally, a 13 came and I was relieved. Went up there and stood right behind this black dude with his left arm up on the bar above. Gosh, so that's what they meant. =.=

~Enjoy~

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Aal Izz Well

It's weird how I can just click into your page, and only realizing later on that, I'm in your page... @.@
Jia lat.




~Enjoy~
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I thought I would be really busy this holidays, as I thought that those volleyball practices will occupy most of my free time. But, only now do I realize that it's gonna be a long holiday if I were to just look forward to those practices. Well, about volleyball, I really do hope that, by the end of the day, we would be all laughing at the things that happened throughout the whole process of training and (hopefully) getting to participate in MSSM together. I mean, to think that all 12 of us would be training together from now on, until we get ourselves into the state team and enjoy the game together for a whole year *on our last year in secondary school. That would be orsm! So yeah... If only we were given more time to know each other a little more, I think that would be reality already by now. =) It's not wrong to dream of things, right?

Other than that, there's still the prefects to think a lot about. Man... This year is one heck of a year, and it's about to end real soon.It's really hard to believe that again, another year has gone by. But, a lot happened throughout this year, and I'm really happy that it happened. And yet again, there are some things that hasn't been done or accomplished. Next year wouldn't be too late, I guess...

Anyway, imma learn to cook more dishes this holiday. After that days' barbecue night dinner, inspirations came flowing in. HAHAHA! Wait till I get my hands on those sotong again. Hopefully, by the next gathering, it would be perfect. But ofcourse, Alicia's sister, if you're reading this, I beg you to be my assistant! =D We did great that day!

Anyone up for some orchestra performance this hols?? :)

Enjoy
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Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Boyeah.... Luckily we finished it before the rain came pouring down. Took us 5 hours... WA! Didn't realize that only until now. Yeah. We took five hours to finish the whole shoot. Kesian those who didn't get to act pula. Had them coming all the way from all sorts of places. Ah shucks.... Blame the act for having too few characters in it. Hah! Crouch to Prouch pula.

Nice haircut! leh =D

 Had a good lunch at Sunway. Ichiban seriously orsm! But shoot, today makan like that even more expensive than having lunch and karaoke yesterday. x.x

It's raining again?! Twice in a day for the second consecutive day. Pro! Brrrr.... COLD!
Enjoy
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Sleeping

Shoot.... I've got to speak more English!
 Walao! Hardcore volleyball in the morning. Hardcore lecture from coach in the afternoon. Visited a very nice house. Went to the center of KL. And I happened to be in the middle of the Twin towers and KL tower. It was ORSM!! Seriously beautiful la!!
First time watching a ballet performance yesterday. It was interesting... Well, enough to keep me awake the whole time. It started out by bringing me all the way back to my childhood times, the kids were really cute. Hah. Especially the youngest of them all. Then the seniors danced classical songs. It was... Classical. It was my first, so I don't know what to comment about. But I still think that the pro-est are still the ones that look like their crying but are also half smiling while dancing the steps (well, it was a sentimental classical song anyway), real naturally. Hmm... Oh well...
One of them is SERIOUSLY skinny. Ugh...
Eyes popping. Bubbles aching. Back sleepy. I'm


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~Enjoy~

m3m0r1 is a subset to 3

Siao! How can one chapter be as long as a hundred pages?!
Adui... Biology, please, I'm begging you. Have mercy...
Anyway, today was full of reading and memorizing. I really start to feel that memorizing is part of our life, here in this part of the world. BORING. Why isn't there sub-science in the first place... But, oh well. Just hope I don't do too bad this time and during SPM.
No, I'm not going to transfer to another school.

@.@ Brain memang flooded.
Enjoy
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Gaaaaah....!

Damn those bloody fools who stole our stuff. After you payed up the amount of money you've stolen, do rest in peace much earlier. `.'




Enjoy
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Yellow bird

A holiday will never feel like a holiday if there's a need to study 10 subjects, all over again. Oh well, it's always good to chill out for awhile. Biting on my red red plum now. Hah! Today a lot of people missed their bus. Don't know why 10th period suddenly canceled pula. Kesian them... 

It will rain now doesn't really please my ears, as he always should. But it takes time, as he always does. 

Know what? I think I'm starting to believe more that there is 7 of our own kind out there in this huge huge world. 7 people who looks like us. That's what I've heard about them so far. Never know, they might have the same personalities like us too...?

Iridescent is nice.... =D

So, I've seen other people's one, and others have seen one who looked really like me. Oh well, maybe that's what happens. You just don't get to see that person who looks like you. Really cool...

eeeexams09sds. @.@ I wasn't even thinking when I wrote that. Hmmm... eee exams, oh nine so, die shit??

Oh well, still kings and queens the best.

Anyway, good luck to all form 3's! =D You guys better enjoy your life during and after this, it would be the best relaxation of your time. 

Oh! Oh! Oh.....

Sometimes, it takes a little bit of a problem to bring things to a better situation. That ain't too bad after all. 

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

Enjoy

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Do i need a reason to stay up late??

No! Every teardrop is a waterfall. Fwolamak... Best.
By boyce avenue punya lagi best!
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps by doris day also nice though! =D
Shoot! Broke a chair's leg. Heh.
Night peeps!

Enjoy
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The best

Black is unique,

Black is orsm.

Today's paper was okay... 

Never good, never bad.

Good turns out bad,

Bad will still be bad.

Stick to okay, that will be best.

...

Enjoy

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Me eye!

Some things can be that huge in front of you, but yet we can't see it at times.
Find it and hold on to it.
Luck to you, kid! =)

Enjoy
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Makan!!

Every meal is a mystery.

It always surprises me to see what's under the plate.

But when the meal starts,

the surprises just gets greater.

Today I'm contributing,

Yesterday I was enjoying,

The day before I was craving for more,

The day before the day before I was...

Having too much chocolate. 

And now the pimples are evading.

Exam is coming.

Melted. Roasted. Salted. Crusted. Tart!

Enjoy

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Rhythm of love

I think I just found out something...
Rhythm plays a role in everything out there.
You need rhythm in music,
You need rhythm in dancing,
You need rhythm in skipping,
You need rhythm/momentum to gain speed,
You need rhythm in love,
You need rhythm in learning.

To sum it all,
rhythm = momentum
momentum = mass x velocity........(1)
life = difficulties + family + friends + happiness .......(2)

rhythm = life........(3)
Sub (1) & (2) into (3):
mass x velocity = difficulties + family + friends + happiness

So as we can see, rhythm comes with beats, so in a certain count of beat, the difference in rhythm makes a dance show more exciting.

So,

mv-mu = difficulties + family + friends + happiness

So, the bigger the change in the rhythm, the more difficulties we face, the more family we have, the more friends we have, AND the more happier we are.

So, the reduce our difficulties, there is a way other than having a bigger change in rhythm, and that is to reduce our mass. As how the application of conservation of momentum states it.
SO! Eat less to reduce mass, thus reducing difficulties, but yet again, the less happier you are like that too!

 EXAMS, people! Good luck with your papers and if you actually read until this part, 5 MINS OF STUDY TIME HAS ALREADY PASSED... =D

 Enjoy
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Stereotype

There's a lot of unplanned stuff that I've done recently. Didn't plan to get myself injured from a rugby game, knowing that i'm having practice this weekend. Didn't plan to go to tuitionS on Merdeka day itself. Never planned to match this trouser with this shirt. Most of all, I never planned to update this dead blog once again.

Sup blog! Never really missed you, but it feels good to say hi once in awhile though. Don't blame me for reliving you, blame SY instead. She reminded me of you. 

Anyway! A few things that I'm happy about recently:
1) Rugby during PJPK for the past two weeks. Touched-down once in two games. ORSM! We literally threw ourselves onto other people and let our weight drag them to the ground. No one were to get back to class without dirt marks on their clothes. Oh! And when I was running for touch-down, my shirt actually got thorn off at the sleeve. Hahaha! It was good....

2) Cha-cha-ing during recess time. Got Li Shen to teach us. She's a pro... Slowly coming to be addicted to the moves and the beats. As usual...

3) Next week is the third week of the month! No needa lead the ikhrar. Whew!!


 I got to know more about my classmates recently. One in particular. He's... sufficiently-fed, stumpy, round-glassed. Quite a nerd to me. By his looks, I knew that he would be those type that would only care of studying, but not give a damn about joining us for rugby (not to mention that he almost ripped off the opponents' sleeve too!), interfering in conversations or even learning physics from me! That was before i got to know him more, he certainly proved my hypothesis wrong. =D I'm glad of having him as my classmate, yet again, between him and me, we share something common. Must be fate...

See! I never planned to state that too! Anyway, that's update for you!
Enjoy!
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Just when I got the omph to play ball and show them... Argh... It had to rain again =.=

So, I went to workout instead. Lol. I just found out that Teddy really loves the yoga mat. He was actually chasing after my dad, but once he stepped on the mat, he just sat there smiling. Hahahah. A picture of that scene should be nice. But, damn those people. For making my camera the only one to have a shutter problem. My sister brought it to the shop to get it fixed, and the guy said that our camera is the first among other customers to have this kind of problem pula. >(

That's for now. Very hungry ad. 7:11pm

~Enjoy~

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Reflect

I like add maths! Whatever I said yesterday, all tui la. Hahaha. Can go cari teman already la. XD

Damn, do I hate this feeling. I thought I've gotten control of it already last year. But, it seems like it's seeping back into my brain. I just can't stop thinking about it. TUI! I don't need it desperately. Just let it come... Let it come... >(

~Enjoy~

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